you know what i hate and love at the same time? when you have to get out of bed but just don't have the will power to do so. awesome. i've now done that twice today. twice in one day!
i am so totally rolling.
i'm basically pulling what geezer and maja do with the two weeks on thing. i've got 13 days in a row and then a week and a half off or something. well...a week, i guess, and one day. i'm getting back at school i'm getting back at school i'm getting back at school...say it enough and i'll do it for sure, i think. turns out Edmonds CC doesn't offer the courses i need in the order i need them in. suck. so i'm going to go to Shoreline CC probably.
i think i'm ready to write down my thoughts more regularly again. i went through a period there where i didn't want to put my life down into writing so that i could forget it was happening the same way every week. you know that feeling? i don't know how i'm going to deal with being out of school and just working. i feel like i'm wasting something of myself away when i do that. part of why i could deal with being a career student. i watched "Stick It" again tonight. makes me want to go get outside and just climb on something. basically it's this bunch of climbers doing routes in the UK. beautiful footage and great bouldering make me want to go get outside and do some myself. i can't wait to have warmer weather. i'm not good enough to climb when the rock face is super wet yet, i'm not hardcore or anything. i'm going to get there, though. mostly because those guys are fukking ripped out! i've never seen such deltoids. so basically it's because i'm ridiculously concerned with how i look. in classic form for me, though, i'm not enough to really work at making myself better...should change that
that's all.