so, i took a trip to see family this weekend. it was a surprise party for my grandma's birthday. it was a good time but i'm so tired right now i can hardly stand up for work in a few minutes. my chem. class is going like pure hell right now.
i can't even believe how terrible my teacher is on grading. she's pretty much the nitpickiest teacher i've ever had. it's like she expects us to know the material like we've gone through a doctoral thesis and this is just that one final class we need to finish before we graduate with a degree in chemical engineering. my post-lab average grade is something like 50% and i spend an average of 2 hours or so on each one for that grade. i think i just don't write it in a way she prefers.
i'm frustrated to the point of not caring anymore almost.
if i don't manage to pass this (that's right, i'm shooting for passing at this point) i can't get started at bastyr until next fall. not this fall, next fall. i hate that i'm just wasting time if that happens.