aaarg!

ok, so yesterday was perhaps my worst day in memory. not only did i expect a day off (i'd been told i had fri. off by my manager) but i didn't at all expect the call from shaye asking where the hell i was because i was evidently late. so i went from relaxed to pissed and stressed and generally ill-tempered in 2 flat. seriously, omg. i almost put my fist through a wall. for me that's a huge thing since i haven't thought about that for so long. then i figured out that not only did i have the fri. i thought off but i had no day off at all this whole weekend. i was spitting flames the size of rhode island. super pissed. super duper pissed. raging alcoholic on steroids kind of pissed. so yeah, just not a good day. you have any of those lately? i really haven't, life's been pretty good to me lately. so i suppose i did something to someone that was very unkind because that was some huge karma kicking me square in the ass. and i'm sick on top of it all. talk about shit hitting the fan. anyway, i'm feeling much better about the whole thing today but i'm not looking forward to my 5 a.m. start time tomorrow morning. oh well, i'll nap. at least i've made some money. and i got the dhammapada today for ethics. it's an easy read but still profound. it's great, why can't they do this to the bible?!? make life so much easier. here's the big stuff in an interesting form so you can get the feeling of whether the whole tome is for you. it's fun to read other views and it's close to christianity, which is interesting. i'm thinking maybe the whole religious thing is universal and that the fact they're so similar is because they're based on the same thoughts about the same ideas. i'll develope that when i read some authors more knowledgable than i on the subject. so yeah, ok, i'm off to bigger and brighter things, like sleep.